I started to smoke in the age of 9.
I started to drink in the age of 10.
I started to try drugs in the age of 10-11.
I started to have sex in the age of 11-12.
I started to go to a shrink in the age of 13.
By the age of 14-15, I smoked a lot, drank a lot, did it all ALOT.
When I was 19 I got into a rehab.
I took care of my drug abuse, but sadly not my alcohol or sex abuse.
When I meet Jonas, my fiance, 2005 [21 years old], I was a mess.
No drugs, but to much alcohol, cigarettes and sex.
But he helped me, So now...
I'm smoke free for 49 days.
I almost never drink alcohol.
The sex part is in control.
The only thing I need help with now...
Is the mental illness, but I called for an appointment, so that's about to get fixed I think and hope.
And I need to loose 60 pounds in 8 months...
So please, help me..!
Give me tips, and support me...
I need all the help I can get...
The reason I need to loose weight is because I want to have the same figure I had when I first met Jonas.
Because in July we'll be getting married! :)